been thinking of someone named 'ex-closebuddy'

OMG!!!!
THERE'S SOMETHING REALLY , REALLY WRONG WITH MY HEAD ..
i can honestly say..
you've been on my mind..
since I woke up today..
until now..
i think about you all the time..
these memories come back to life..
and i don't mind..
i remember those simple things..
i remember till i cry till i laugh till i smile..
but the one thing i wish I'd forget..
the memory i wanna forget..
and i must to forget..
is GOODBYE..
dunno y i feel like i wanted u to b with me rite now..
hold on ma hand..
lend me Ur shoulder..
wishing you well BB!
like ur olwez said..
LIFE'S ONCE..
SO , I WOULD DECIDE WHAT'S THE BEST FOR MY OWN LIFE..

norule feruz khalid

:.. C.H.I.L.D.I.S.H M.E..:

:.. C.H.I.L.D.I.S.H M.E..:

When I was a kid..
I used to want to think like a grown-up..
what i look like one day?
what i supposed to be?
but I grew up being childish..
Manja Manja..
Nangis Nangis..
olwez me..
huhuhuhu...
i'm a Big Big Gurl lorh..
nope a kid anymore..
childish me...
wink2...

I'm Crazy..
I'm Silly..
i'm Funny..
i'm Cute..
i'm Brave..
i'm Sweet..
I'm loud..
i'm cheerful..
i'm opinionated..
i'm annoying..
i'm fun..
i'm outgoing..
But Sometimes i'm not everything..
i wish i could be..
but i'm everything i need to be..
i'm just me..
and i like it like that..

norule feruz khalid