Thursday, December 3, 2009

..LIVE LOVE LAUGH FORGIVE n FORGET..


*~Life Is Too Short~*

i would never ever..
to wake up in the morning with regrets..
just wanted to..
love the people who treat me right..
laugh my heart out..
cherish the moment..
ignore the pain..
and..
forgive about the one who don't..
and believe that everything..
happens for a reason..

if i get a chance..
i just take it..
if it would change my life..
i would let it..

i don't said it be easy..
just a promised..
it would be worth it..
after all..
life is too short to be anything..


..LIVE LOVE LAUGH FORGIVE n FORGET..

norule feruz khalid

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

been thinking of someone named 'ex-closebuddy'


OMG!!!!

THERE'S SOMETHING REALLY , REALLY WRONG WITH MY HEAD ..

i can honestly say..
you've been on my mind..
since I woke up today..
until now..
i think about you all the time..

these memories come back to life..
and i don't mind..
i remember those simple things..

i remember till i cry till i laugh till i smile..
but the one thing i wish I'd forget..
the memory i wanna forget..
and i must to forget..

is GOODBYE..
dunno y i feel like i wanted u to b with me rite now..
hold on ma hand..
lend me Ur shoulder..

wishing you well BB!
like ur olwez said..
LIFE'S ONCE..
SO , I WOULD DECIDE WHAT'S THE BEST FOR MY OWN LIFE..


norule feruz khalid

Thursday, October 29, 2009

:.. C.H.I.L.D.I.S.H M.E..:


:.. C.H.I.L.D.I.S.H M.E..:

When I was a kid..
I used to want to think like a
grown-up..

what i look like one day?
what i supposed to be?

but I
grew up being childish..

Manja Manja.
.

Nangis Nangis..

olwez me..
huhuhuhu...

i'm a
Big Big Gurl lorh..

nope a kid anymore..
childish
me...
wink2...



I'm Crazy..
I'm Silly..
i'm Funny..
i'm Cute..
i'm Brave..
i'm Sweet..
I'm loud..
i'm cheerful..
i'm opinionated..
i'm annoying..
i'm fun..
i'm outgoing..
But Sometimes i'm not everything..
i wish i could be..
but i'm everything i need to be..
i'm just me..
and i like it like that..

norule feruz khalid

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Ma Pretty Mood

:..POYONESS Me..:

a little freaked out n disturbed...
argh...goodness..
Stop Ask Me..
If ur wanna be Ma Fwen 4Ever..
Better Stop Ask Me...
being Love With U..
Shit Shit Shit..
I'm Pretty Happy being Single..
Is that so hard to accept?
Ma Answer Still de Same..
NOPE..
NOPE..
NOPE..

dun ask Sumthng i cant Give..
easy For Me to Love ..
But Hard for Me to Fall in Love..
feruz sgt Spinning Spinning Tired Tired dgn Sume Neyh








n
orule feruz khalid

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

abra kedabra..wink2

AbraKeDabra
feruz wanna make a Wish
if i Have a Wish..
i Would wish a Wing..
i wanna fly like a Bird..
wanna find ma self..
where me..
where Nurul Fairus Binti Khalid..
Whose dat Gurl inside ma body rite now r..
i feel like I'm lost ma identity..
Since a few day lately..
i feel so..
empty..
lonely..
alone..
sadness.
.
warghhhhh...
TENSION me..
BORED me..
dat was totally not me Bebeh..
yeah i'm
SMILE...
LAUGH..

only Outside Of me...
inside...
feel like I'm Dying..
wanna someone to hear me..
listen to me..
hold on ma hands..



Thanx to you Bebeh..
ma BOTAK
olwez make me..
SMILE...
LAUGH..

even kt just wc jewp..
ym jewp..
sms jewp..
wanna finish ma PRACTICAL sekarang....BENCI..

norule feruz khalid

merepek mereng feruz

:..Spinning Spinning Me..:



Spinning Spinning feruz..
olwez pening pening..
blur blur dat was Me..
merepek merepek ma habits..
mereng mereng never ends..
Smile Smile de better thing i like to do..
laugh laugh de most thing i like it..
noisy noisy a.k.a talkative x pernah habis..
lazy lazy ma weak behavior..
suck sad sad..
hate hate xselalu..
if i hate sumone until ur die i hate u..
flirty flirty me sometimes bebeh..
stubborn since i was a child..
angry angry not ma attitude..
fuck u bitchy until ur die ma fav word if angry angry..
shayunx shayunx olwez lorh...
chenta chenta ahakz ehemehem wink2..
devoted dat was me bebeh..
if i love sum1 i will try de best to devoted wth him..
ego gurl dat was Me, so wut hve any problem wth Me?


The Road To Success is Not Straight
There is a Curve Called FAILURE
A Loop Called CONFUSION
Speed Bumps Called FRIENDS
Red Light Called ENEMY
Caution Light Called FAMILY
But If I Have a Spare Called
DETERMINATION
I Will Make It To
A Place Called SUCCESS Bebeh!!


Arghhh Pew Aku Merepek neyh..
aku pown xtau...
just gatal gatal miang miang tangan nak tulis tulis...
hahhahahha...
wink2...


norule feruz khalid

Monday, September 14, 2009

i'm so sorry..i really dun mean it

I'm so sorry...
i really dun mean it...
please please please

argh serabut r otak ak...
fikir bende neyh...

i just wanna have some fun to finish my practical
skg neyh ak cuma fikir nak abes cpat
lepas tue ak da mls fikir tempat ney

kalo ikot an ak nak brenti skunk...
lepas tue repeat kat tempat laen...
tp member ak ckp xyah tinggal 3 bulan jew g kowt...

ohh gosh 3 bulan mcm 30 tahun
camnew aku nak lalui neyh sume

bulan,minggu,hari,jam, minit,saat
cepat lah kalian berlalu
25.12.2009 cepat lah muncul..
come baby come

..praktikal oh praktikal..



oHH PraktikaL

....PraktikaL oHH praktikal....

bkn nye ak taknak wat keje da xdew kejew...
aku da r adew masalah nak "gaul" ngn org lau xmasuk ngn aku..
da perangai aku camney xtau nak ckp ngn org...

da xleyh nak ubah dah..

ak da ckp ngn Do ak dak praktikal jew...
yg tetibe nama kak salwa naek mesyuarat pehal...
bknnye ak sengaje pown...
aku tau r aku salah...
mmg aku nak minta maaf pown...
tah r....
malas tol ak nak pikir da...
i just wanna say I'M SO SORRY bout diz...